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chaoman16
Bzzzzt!!
United States
Current Residence: New Jersey
Favourite genre of music: Techno
Favourite photographer: N/A
Favourite style of art: Cell-Shaded
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: GXP
Wallpaper of choice: anything cute.
Personal Quote: Humanity Should Have Been Dead...
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  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: His World [Ali Tabatabaee & Matty Lewis]
  • Reading: N/A
  • Watching: N/A
  • Playing: N/A
  • Eating: Junk Food
  • Drinking: Snapple
Its getting close to finals, and I feel as if I am precariously hanging over a void of absolute nothingness. I had failed Math once during my first semester at DeVry (North Brunswick campus). They placed me in two grade levels higher than I was ready for, and it cost me dearly. My previous school did not arm me for this, so here I am, somewhere between infinite possibly, and nothingness.

Because of this, and problems at home (I don't feel like putting it here, but feel free to ask and I'll get back to you via note), I feel empty, cold, and isolated. There is no one within my level which I can confide in. Lets face it, the people I DO know would make talking to a chimp give off the illusion of an intelligent conversation.

My only chance of finding another sentient being to converse with is the internet. More or less it has become my lifeline. Isn't that sad? I strongly agree it is. I do not seem to make any real progress. My comics are failing to bring the people to me which I seek, also my artwork fall in to the same predicament.

I feel like a Sherlock Holmes without a Watson, Clyde without Bonnie, Sonic without Tails. All I have is this schoolwork, and this computer. I feel emotionally bankrupt. No one to give an encouraging word makes me feel listless, having no one I am able to help makes me feel powerless, and ab skewer.

So here I will lie within the infinite darkness. Watching *The Sword Of Damocles swing overhead, deciding if I am worth allowing to flourish, or to fell me academically damning me to only exist.

*-The Sword of Damocles is an often-used allusion to this tale, epitomizing the imminent and ever-present peril faced by those in positions of power. More generally, it is used to denote a precarious situation and sense of foreboding, especially one in which the onset of tragedy is restrained only by a delicate trigger or chance. It can also be seen as a lesson in the importance of understanding someone's experience.

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:iconteenebreuse:
Teenebreuse Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the fav :)
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Cinna-Star Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2011
GET BACK HERE!!!! ;~; <3<3<3
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D00D64 Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2010
Hey, are you dead?

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DONT ACT LIKE YOU DONT KNOW WHO I AM
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ACH-theNUTS Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
... :|
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Juzzt Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2009   Digital Artist
hi! thanks for the:+fav:
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Phoenix-of-Chaos Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2008  Hobbyist Writer
Are you Saint U from SJ?
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:iconchaoman16:
chaoman16 Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2009
Sorry,I do not know this person.
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:iconphoenix-of-chaos:
Phoenix-of-Chaos Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
Okay. NVM then.
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kasscabel Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2008  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks for de fav!
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Riicreations Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2008
*bows* Thanks for the Fav ^.^
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